I’m feeling so positive right now! I haven’t felt this good in such a long time, I have a new job and I love it, I have colleagues that are literally the best and are ridiculously friendly to me, so much so that I have absolutely no anxiety when I’m at work. In my last job the anxiety was constant and people just shouted at me and I felt that no-one would ever help me when I needed them, but in my new job every single person is willing to help me whenever I need it and it’s a great environment to be in!
I have some idea of a future for myself and it’s slowly but surely fitting together, I have a potential path set up, school is still stressful but I’m coping well.
I also threw away my last blade today, so now I have absolutely no blades at all. I’m through with that, there’s someone that makes me truely feel like I do not need that. They make me feel so appreciated and happy, and generally good about myself. And it’s down to her that I threw that blade away and I am so so happy I did.
I want to do the same for her and right now I am determined to make something of my life, to be someone, and although I’m not perfect at all, it’s time I started getting my life together and that’s exactly what’s happening and I’ve never felt better. ❤